All I feel like doing right now is listening to my records. I know I'm supposed to be searching online for a good deal on Lasik. I'll get around to it. I'm actually thinking of paying my friend a small fee to find the information for me. She's pretty much a whiz at that kind of thing. Also, it gives me some type of excuse to get her to come over here and hang out with me. I don't like that guy she's dating. He's all wrong for her. I've been bummed out about it lately. She confessed once that she sort of fell in love with me but I just wasn't ready for dating anyone. I told her that I didn't want that type of relationship with anyone. Now, of course, I regret it. I didn't think somebody would come along so quickly after that. I figured I had time. I guess I foolishly figured she likes me enough to wait for me. She was the one who helped me get over my breakup. She was so kind to me. Before, she would've dropped everything to come and see me and now it's like I have to pay for her to come and visit. It just makes me sigh every time I think about it. If my intuition about this guy is right, I think we'll somehow wind up together as we should be.